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They finally came. They draged  me into another room. I was screaming out loud that I couldn’t control it. It was the convenient way to express my pain. The crumps turned to knifes cutting deeply my stomach and I felt things puching into me.

I closed my eyes when the doctors came and put my legs wild open. I continued screaming hearing the nurses asking me one by one to push harder and feeling the doctor’s hands between my legs. I was feeling the thing going out of me, more than that liquid that came out few minutes ago, that thing was bigger and more painfull than I thought.

I started pushing as I was told after being encouraged by my husband that just came in and stood beside me holding my hand and cleaning my sweaty face. I continued as I was, pushing and screaming, for few minutes while I was feeling the thing coming out and the doctor’s hand dragging it out gently. They kept asking me to push, until I hated that word, but i needed that thing to go out so I continued so.

I was enmeshed in the pain, when I felt the thing out of me completely, and heard it screaming to get the air to its lungs. I couldn’t open my eyes yet, I just laid my head back so I could relax my nerfs even a little bit. I heard my husband saying how beautiful it was, but I didn’t believe it until I saw it myself.

I forgot about all the pain and the suffering the second I put my eyes on its beautiful tiny face. My husband carried it to me and said “This is Dana our beautiful girl, she looks just like you!”

I admit that audiobooks might be addictive espacially when you like the book very much. I was trying to create spare time so I could run to my IPod, not for music but for the audiobook, or simply not take my headphones off while I’m doing things I have to do.

Audiobooks can be useful when you can’t use books, that means while driving, while you are in the gym, while shooping or cooking.

But the thing is nothing could replace books. nothing could replace that feeling that you get when holding the book, caressing the cover, reading word after word, reading again the sentense that makes you laugh or touches you.

We can’t give up, or replace books but we can add audiobooks to our shelves to complete our collections. Honnestly, I know I will buy the book that I listened to, and I will read it again. However, that doesn’t mean I won’t get audiobooks again.

Then I heard the word “love list” and that enthralled me. Sure i heard it before, but not in that topic. It seemed important after few people presented their experiences and how making a love list can get you a lover, not that quick but you must have faith.

I was still dubious about that when I talked to one of my friends, and expressed my uncertainty about that. But I was shocked when she said that she already used it and it worked since she got those characteristics in the one she’s with right now.

I honnestly say that I have never thought of writing a love list, because i was too busy dealing with my failed relationships. After what i hread I guess Im gonna give it a try and write one. What about you? Are you willing to try? And don’t forget to have faith.